shuffling

i think there is some shuffling happening at RRI anyway i don't mind if it doesn't concerns me. not much work today also. have to go to PRS for injection tomorrow

good day

today was a very good day as i don't had to do much work. changed 4 relays.
my SE is a very good man i told him about my infertility problem he was very understanding and told me i can take 2 days leave for my treatment without prior notice. how sweet. he told me if i want more days leave its better to take sick i respect him
today was a bit free day

hectic day

today was a hectic day at office. in the morning there was SE inspection he was checking all the TR realys contact resistance.  i don't know for sure. some body should tell him not to worry too much as indian railway is not running in his shoulders it will work smoothly even after we didn't work for a whole week.
have to go to the office 4 times to the store to collect the materials. the bloody MC is using me as a helper. i hate him really.
okey  have to prepare poori for sree. god iam able to do that for him atleast. sree i love you
bye for now

okey leave it today went to KJK hospital this month they had given me tab(letrosol)+ injection(fsh)
so hope to have a+ve result this month

af again came....

enna cheyyattum nan... innakku 3rd day of AF..
ennakku sree kooda romba big fight... i know he is also very depressed.... sometimes i just feel i wanna leave this world sothat all this bloody pain will vanish from me.
one day dhannu told me(after she got her kid) she was not very bothered about baby. i just wanna give her a tight slap at that instant just because i know that she was so depressed before getting preg. so why these people forget about their struggle once thay gets kids?
its always us the barren onces silently suffering just because we are supposed to show very pleased all the time.